embraced by time, into the silence



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Guide to Handel & Gretel and Sukira 

Posting this as a memory to myself if ever I come back to Seoul again. And perhaps if anyone will be visiting them sometime in the future, I hope this serves as a help even the least!

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posted 1 year ago28/12/2011 • 78 notes

111218 Inkigayo pre-recording - Eunhae “Oppa Has Risen”

Entering Inkigayo prerecording was quite tricky. I already listed my name to the fan leader since Thursday, but they canceled the list and made a new one on the Saturday before Inki. They told us to attend the second roll call on Sunday morning at 6:30 am o_o Due to error in my side, I took the wrong subway and arrived there at 7 am orz By that time, my name was already stroked out of the list and I had to queue again from behind along with the fans who just showed up ): 

Because I didn’t have ELF membership nor did I purchase the Oppa Oppa digital single via online, I was placed 4th rank in priority to enter inki. There were about 20 people who were in the same rank like me. We were really nervous because we might not be able to enter though we had queued for nearly 3 hours (almost 10 am that moment). By chance (or should I say miracle ;_;), the total ELF that came that day didn’t exceed 300 people so eventually all ranks were admitted inside inki prerecording. Thank goodness!

Prerecording was so much fun! The stage had a disco ball (you might have seen it already XD) and so many colorful lights. Eunhae was their ketchup and mustard self that day. They recorded for a total 4 times!!! Four times of oppa oppa performances ;A; The things I still remember from that day are:

  1. prerecording inkigayo on the first take, donghae was on the center and a dancer knelt next to his left leg. the dancer poked his knee XD
  2. on the 2nd take, hae was wearing shades. he was still wearing it for the 3rd take when suddenly he threw it away just after the performance started lol
  3. hyuk wore yellow mustard suit with silver shoes and hae had his black shoes on. i found hyuk’s shoes really shiny lol
  4. Before the last take, hae was whispering to hyuk so close and he kinda held on to hyuk’s waist sfghkljdch
  5. hae pointed to the girls in front of the stage on the 2nd verse of the 3rd take but on the last take he pointed to everyone. he tried to make eye contacts omg
  6. audiences screamed the loudest when hyuk did that little circling hand moves and hip roll XDD
  7. omg right on the last take both of them stared to the camera when saying ‘i say donghae/myeolchi you say oppa’ gosh we died so hard
  8. and oh hae pretended to punch hyuk on the middle of the song lololol
  9. hyuk was in such a good mood, joked and talked a lot :’3 donghae was his shy self and smiling a lot kkk

I feel really lucky to be able to watch Eunhae performing Oppa Oppa live :’3 Never thought I’d come to Seoul in time for their promotions sobs <3 even though they ended the promotions now, memories of watching these live performances will be encrypted deep in my mind ;33


    posted 1 year ago26/12/2011 • 58 notes

    111222 Yesung and Ryeowook at Kona Beans

    At the time Yesung arrived, I was talking to Sungjin and thinking about what to order… when suddenly Yesung came up next to me and wanted to order as well. jdsfsdfsdfsd omfg he stood next to me like probably half a meter at most ;_____; Sungjin was calling at me several times but I couldn’t hear him because I was too shocked seeing Yesung XDD Then I recovered and ordered my coffee to Sungjin, then took this pic of Yeye. Sungjin mianhe but thank you for still being so patient with me :’3 Yesung is tall, like omg he towered all the girls there. Ryeowook came not long after Yesung left. This is the clearest pic I could take orz but perhaps you saw his pics already that day, the beanie he wore made him look so cuddly <33 Ryeowook was there only for a short time, greeted the moms, took a look at the menu, then he left :3 


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    111221 Donghae - Incheon airport back from Hong Kong

    I was this really close to him omg I’m still shaking ;_____;


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    111218 Musical Three Musketeers - Kyuhyun kissing a girl’s forehead 

    as the title said…. n___n;;


    posted 1 year ago20/12/2011 • 208 notes

    111218 Kyuhyun - The Three Musketeers musical Curtain call

    He looked really proud <3 Congratulations  for finishing your musical kyu :’3 

    *fanaccounts of the musical probably a bit later, sorry XD


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